Monday, 26 February 2007
That's it. No more just a rumour, no more speculation..This is final, results will be released on fri. Sigh, this is 1 day tt i had been dreading.Actually, I ought to the thankful tt results were not out b4 cny but somehow, every house tt i visited, someone will just have to start a conversation that will have something more or less to do with my results or future plans. To certain extent, it can get quite irritating cuz everything just seems to be revolving around results or studies. This topic is pretty sensitive to me and I really do not wish to comment much till I get my results. I mean no use planning unless u know yr results rite? For me,I always do not get what I want so I see no pt in deciding on which course i want altho I do have something in mind. Dunno la, just have a bad premonition abt my results but ppl just refused to believe me! Is really not tt i lack of self-confident but I was the one who did the papers so i jolly well know how i fare.. I hate to deceive myself and to give myself false hopes! I guess u ppl will never understand how I really feel..I know ppl like my frens,colleagues, relatives care abt me, trying their best to boost my confidence but sometimes, it just don't work...
On a happier note, met up with mayping,chew,js,huifen and amanda for dinner! Was supposed to be a mini cny dinner cum mini gy gathering but ale,wei and grace could not make it so we decided to keep it simple. Nevertheless, I think we all did enjoy ourselves altho by the time we started eating, it was nearly close to 830!
So, happy days would soon be over, the 15 days of cny is ending, the joyous mood and atmosphere will also die down soon and life will just revert back to the original mundane life. Sigh, what else can I look forward to except having to wait in fear for the approaching of doomsday.
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