Wednesday, 6 December 2006
Sometimes I really feel that I do not understand my mum or rather she does not seem to be able to understand me well enough. One moment, she can be like an angel sent from God but the next moment, a totally diff person. I detest people who make empty promises and yet again and again, you just had to disappoint me by breaking your promise. You made that promise when I was in sec 2 but didn’t keep to in the end and told me to wait till after my Os. When my Os were finally over, you had a talk with me and told me that now is not the right time and gave me the assurance and told me to wait till after my As. So, I waited patiently for my As to be over and now, you choose to remain oblivious of the promise that you made. It is tiring you know, having to constantly chase and bug you about it. I know you have your reasons and I try very hard to understand your predicament but if you really feel that you cannot keep to the promise, pls don’t make tt promise in the the 1st place! It will only give me false hope, making me feel even more disappointed.
Every now and then, I really wish that you can keep all your petty and sarcastic remarks to yourself. You want everything to be done your way and nobody can go against it. Maybe tt explains the strained relationship between you and pam, forever at loggerheads with each other since both parties are not willing to give in. Sigh, when will this ever end?
Well, since God created us in such a way that no one can be perfect, maybe instead of just focusing on one’s flaws, I shld look at the good side too rite? Perhaps, I shld also examine and ask myself if I had been a gd and filial daughter so far.
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