Wednesday, 22 November 2006
Ok, I am back. Well, the dreadful As finally ended last thurs. I know I should be happy about it but somehow I am just not able to feel any tinge of happiness or satisfaction. Maybe it is because I feel that I did not perform up to my expectations.Maths, the subject which I spent the most time on has once again ascertained the fact that I really can't do maths. I do not know why but it really seems that no matter how much effort I put in, I still can't seem to achieve my desired results. To tell u the truth, I was super demoralized and depressed after maths p1 since gp was bad and having spent so much time on pure maths,I was really hoping to score in it but unfortunately, the qns had to be annoying. Really hope that I can do well for paper 2 to pull up my marks or else, there goes my maths. Econs and geog were not that bad but econs p1 was quite difficult and the geog essays were weird. Sigh, I really don't dare to look at my result slip next year, so tempted to just get miss huda to send it to me! I think I am so going have to re-take my As next yr. Yes, I should dispel that thought and stop thinking about As since is over. I mean what is done cannot be undone, so no use crying over spilt milk right? I think I just can't accept the fact that all my 2 yrs of hard work and efforts have been futile. Nevertheless, no matter what results I may get, I would still like to thank all my teachers and frens for helping me out during this period. Cheryl especially, thanks alot for lending me not only your gp and econs notes but also trying your very best to help me. I am so sorry but I think I will disappoint u guys.. I guess in the end, I am still not able to do my parents or the sch proud. Even if I do badly, the problem definitely does not lie with the sch or teachers but with me. SR teachers are really good k! I am just not smart enough to compete with those top jcs people. In fact, I can never be and will never be. So ppl, do me a favour come next march can? Pls don't ask me for my results, I will tell u when I am ready.
On a happier note, I have been enjoying myself ever since As ended. Let's see, went to jb to eat on thurs and ate at this Thai restaurant. Friday, went out with my cousins again. Haha, sat was the best! In the afternoon, went to my cousin’s bday party and at night, went with my parents and cousin to watch the live recording of PSC nite and guess what MLB was the special guest!!! Ok fine, I went because I knew mlb was the special guest. My aunt just happen to have an extra tix and asked me if I wanted to go...FUN I tell u but they sang only 1 song. Ok la, shall stop here if not I will just go on and on.More to come once all my frens end their papers! Haha,this entry is long so enjoy reading!
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